Fun times...

Funny story, the other day at VS, this man asked me if I had a boyfriend. I said,"No" though the thought of me lying did cross my mind. His response why not, my thought well if I knew that I'd probably have one or could give you a decent answer. Instead I kept trying to help him pick something out for his girlfriend, but really wondering why people ask that question. In the end he picked something out and then asked if I liked it. I said yes because I wanted the sale to end, but he then asked if I wanted one. Oh boy I could have gotten some free stuff from a random man. Oh how I wish the stories would end there but I have more or even just quotes.

A couple days later, another man was so honest that it made me blush and laugh really hard. then a detective asked if I had a boyfriend and well I wanted to just say stop asking that question. But instead he said, "Well if you did what would you wear to seduce him?" Oh may that was a great question but in so many ways was just too much for me to handle.

All this has made me think that someone should teach men how to buy lingerie or not be so awkward in the store...

Saturday

Sitting around on a lazy Saturday and just thinking how much time I waste on a regular basis. And yet here I am sitting here on the computer once again, which is not even mine. But I'm here again wondering what i have to say or what's on my mind. Recently it's been a lot of what does God want from me and how can I better trust him? Then I think why is it so hard to trust the one who made me and has never let me down? It comes down to that my nature is to trust myself and put me at the center of my world and it's very small. If I put me there it makes the world smaller and well that's not how we were created. So how can I see the world through God's eyes better? First I have to radically remove myself from the center everyday. Because everyday the first thing I think about has to do with me and even when I am trying to focus on God, I get side tracked by what is going on my own mind or the day. It is through the death of Jesus that I have been saved and now know my maker. Show me how to live like this!